Monday, December 31, 2007
On The Coming New Year
"I guess that's what happens in the end, you start thinking about the beginning." Mr. and Mrs. Smith
Well, 2007 had been rather eventful. It was a year of discovery and self-growth, if I might plainly add. The highlight would have been sailing onboard Maersk Sun. God... I can't believe I survived that ship, what with the horrible food and terrible rolling! Notwithstanding, I made friendships there, even if they were just temporary. Still, I can’t help feeling nostalgic. Even though the new year is approaching soon, I don't feel the least bit gratified.
New Year’s day for me, I’d rather spent it in the company of loved ones, than with nameless strangers rubbing their bodies as they ‘grope’ around in a foam party, or dancing and see the faces of people move around in a hazy swirl.
The only exception I had was onboard Sun. I guess when you’re away from home, and out there in the middle of the ocean, you’d just want all the warmth of a festive day. So what the heck… I just danced with the guys and for that few hours, the bondage is incredible (with my 'brother' and the 'rockstar'), and the chilly wind isn’t that intolerable after all. We're not left alone as we think sometimes.
Anyways, it's unwise to linger in the past. It is but a door where all the fond memories SHOULD lie dormant now though they were fevering, still. I have enough and shouldn't want for more, or should I say that I fear that I'll make another mistake and upset the status quo once again...?
It's too precarious but who can resist the forbidden apple?
10:54 PM
